TIMING IS EVERYTHING....

"I learned that we can do anything.....but we can't do everything.....at least not at the same time. So think of your priorities, not in terms of what activity or activities you do, but when you do them. TIMING IS EVERYTHING."

-Dan Millman-

Its almost time to go back home!

So I haven't even posted anything for a long time and now is almost christmas. I think I got a real good taste of reality and everything is so much to take in. If you asked me one year ago where I would be this is the last place I would have guessed, my optimistic attitude --- out the window, I haven't been myself and it is so depressing, I am an angry, mean, negative person latley and what bothers me most is I treat the people I love the most that way without a second thought, it feels horrible deep down. I have been talking with a counciler for mental health and they say I am probably suffering from post tramatic stress syndrome. I don't know what to think, all I know is I am not myself and that seems to be a issue I deal with throughout my life, but this time is different, before it was easily identified as drug addiction, this time I got no real excuse or reason and the thing is no one could even begin to understand what it is that I am going through. I wish they did, then it would be a hell of alot easier to understand myself. I WILL BE OKAY..... THIS TOO SHALL PASS......